August Update + Musings
I got back from my Trip on the night of the 14th.. It was truly alot of fun.. First we went to Hannah’s house to say “Hi” to the grandparents, then we headed out to their cabin until about the 7th.. Their cabin is located on a beautiful lake that is boat access only, the waters perfect. After that I met my family in Banff Alberta to camp for 5days. Hannah took lots of nice pictures and we enjoyed all the hiking and eating out at all the nice dinner spots.. One was a swiss fondue place where we got to order all these different meats and put the raw meats on a hot slate rock and cook it before our eyes.. Was a 4-course meal that was delicious. On the 12th while driving home my parents treated Me & Hannah to whitewater river rafting.. I love doing things like that and this one was no exception. Funniest parts was either my mom getting tossed around in the boat (LOL) on class 4 rapids or hearing Hannah scream going over the rapids while our guide was yelling at us to paddle harder into the rapids (for more fun obv,, and even though Hannah was screaming like the girl she is she was still paddling hard so props to her)
On the 13th we finally got back into Kelowna so I got my drivers license renewed and went and did the Pentiction Canal.. Then we went to a nice steakhouse and had a small party at my house.. Was lots of fun!
While writing this I notice I do have the worst grammar / paragraphs and toll off with periods after each thought…I dunno why I write like that but whatever.
The 14th was uneventful it was just a full day driving back to Victoria. The 15th I’m pretty sure I just grocery shopped/laundry/got settled back in.. On the 16th+ onwards I finally played some poker again.. After a nearly 20 day break I was kind of worried how I would fare.. 4 days in or whatever I’ve mildly got my ass kicked at 5/10 & 10/20, but luckily I won a little at 25/50 to keep my head above water. I seem to be getting into a bunch of “LOL shit close eyes and randomly click a button whether its KAWL/FOLD” spots but maybe thats cause im a bit rusty. I noticed lately I have a very stupid habit of quitting early in a session if I get up even if the games are good.. I know on paper this is horrible and it really limits the days I win.. so basically when I lose I lose huge, and when I win, I win smaller.. Like right now as I’m typing this im up $XXX today and I see an amazing game for 25/50 as far as that limit vs calibre of players playing in it and my only reason for not sitting is because I don’t want to be life tilted before heading out and I dont want to “lose” my profits today, which is a dumb reason in itself. Because say this game was on tomorrow and by tomorrow I’m obviously at $0 for the day, I’d jump in this game 100% of the time and play until it broke (which would probably be pretty fast as fish feeding frenzies end with them hit n running quickly or losing fast & leaving cuz they’re too broke to reload) There is no logic to that reasoning it is just some stupid psychological barrier that I really, really, really, truly, truly, truly have to work on. (grammar is another thing I should work on)
Can’t think of anything else to say, but will probably update later this week once I hopefully put in some hands and quit being such a girl.
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