Last Two Weeks

Well the last two weeks have gone really horrible for me.. I’ve played alot of higher stakes and been multitabling when I shouldn’t have, been playing people I probably shouldn’t have, and been losing to some people who I definately shouldn’t have lost to. Its been my biggest rollercoaster thus far yet with poker, where I’ve had biggest losing days/winning days and made some graphs in my pokertracker that have definately made me lost sleep at night.. I still need to figure out if the emotional rollercoaster of playing 10/20 or higher is worth it long term if the variance is this big, and my edge is smaller.. Especially considering I have weaker self-discipline then most of the people I am playing.. I don’t know but the last two weeks have given me alot to think about. Whatever happens I for sure do not want to blow up like last summer.

~ by pwoodward on June 27, 2008.